I feel like I'm having the hardest time ever right now. At this moment. I thought if I write about it, everything clears up a little bit. I have to send a preliminary version of my article today for the advisor and I miss a good conclusion. It's the point where you have so little left, the last efforts to put, and you are most willing to give up, to leave it as it is. Of course - I won't do that, but it's just that right now I have time to change everything better, the question is if I can come out of this black hole, from the point where everything seems ready, but it's just not.